My feet are killing me. But it's done, no more work for now. Though they talked about rehiring me very soon. I need the money, so I'm hardpressed to say no. But damn, I never want to do a kids event again. Children are horrible.
I haven't heard from him all weekend. Not since he stopped by friday and fled the premises. I'm still kinda sore about that. I've even decided to go to my doctors appointment alone tomorrow. I wanted to ask him, but after Friday and him ignoring my texts, I don't really think I want to see him.
The bitterness is really creeping up on me, by now. I've stopped being "just" sad and started feeling hurt. I feel less and less inclined to try and stay friends, just like I said would happen. It's pretty much unbearable to see him all happy and on his merry way, without me. Not that I'm not happy he's okay, but... yeah. I don't know how he can be.
I'm getting angry on top of it all.
Most of all.. I feel terrified. I'm losing him. Completely.
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