However! Financial stability! Woop woop! I have so many plans and projects. Both small things like some stuff to go on the walls, a different coffee table, a new rack for my clothes and some ekstra shelves for the closet. But also bigger things like a new bedframe (Okay, 80% of all my plans have to do with space for my shit, but whatevs!), a new gaming laptop (though I miiiight wait with that till after HF is over) and maybe a ps4 (that doesn't have to wait too long, I use it mostly for watching movies and series, not for gaming).
But it'll be the old fashioned way. My way. The way I feel good about. Saving up and buying it cash. No monthly payments and shit.
Oh god, healthy food! And being able to afford the upkeep of the muppet on my head! Being able to travel across the country when I feel like it! Spending time at a coffee shop without feeling bad about it! Oh sweet, sweet freedom. Being able to buy books or go to the movies. Or the theater! I already did my budget. It's looking good! Which makes me happy to the core.
The remaining uncertainty or stress I've been feeling? Clearing up with the speed of lightning. I have my aweaome people, my supportive family (however annoying they can be), my school will be a lot less stressful, all my favorite fictive worlds are flowering, and I feel at fucking ease with myself. I even beat back a fever in one night, the other day! And that thing I don't want to jinx is going well, too, I can feel the excess energy starting to be a thing.
Thinking of all the home-upgrades I kinda want, btw, made me realise I kinda hate my tv-setup. That should go on the list, too. IKEA has felt too safe for too long. I know it misses me. I'll be home soon, darling. Don't you worry.
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