Butterflies.

I feel giddy. It's odd, really, half of it is from breaking into new territory in RP, and getting into the mindset of the character. I haven't played love much, so I was pretty lacking in resources to pull from, but my nervousness was put to ease by the other player who totally had it down. And wine. Cause I felt like it.

The other half is from staying up all night to endulge myself in some attention and flirting. I was surprised at how receptive I was to it. I expected to be a guy repeller deluxe for a while, but apparently not. The tricky part is to take my time to check my emotions, so I don't just.. Jump into something I'm not comfortable with. I'm in no rush. But I am intrigued, and it's very annoying that it's making me curious.

Well. I wasn't stupid enough not to line out some boundaries. And make it clear I'm not looking for anything serious. Further than not looking, really, I don't want it.

But finding out I'm on exactly the same page as someone I've kept at arms length while being spoken for, and knowing there's interest and chemistry.. I am intrigued. I haven't made up my mind if I'm going to explore it, though.

Time will tell. But for now, I'll enjoy the giddy.