Fieldtrip

So, since I won't have my computer back till in at least 2 weeks, I thought it'd be a good idea to come up with a back up plan for my addiction to the keyboard. Thus, I find myself amongst a lot of strangers, at a netcafé. Second time, ever I've been to one. Not really a fan, it's very loud, and the countdown that's currently telling me I have 15 minutes left of my 2 hours is making me stress.

My first night without a computer, was badly timed. My mood was off, so I couldn't sleep. And usually, that's result in gaming or writing or at least listening to some music. This all happens from the laptop, however, so I ended up doing something as brilliant as writing a song. Yeah, started out as a poem, and then I started humming something senseless, and before I knew it, the singing craved my attention. Doesn't have a title yet, and I honestly have no idea what to call it. I wouldn't even show the lyrics or sing it, to more then a selected few, as it's a very honest, private topic.

Can't help thinking, though. It's not like I created a masterpiece or anything, but I wrote a song in one night. I wonder how much creative energy goes to waste in WoW or stalking people on facebook. Maybe I should actually do what people has told me since the beginning of all time. Devote time to it and stop screwing around. 9 minutes left.

I think I'm gonna go home, put on Repo, and grab a pen. Suddenly a word will pop up, and who the hell knows.. By the time I get my laptop back, I could've written a whole freaking album.

If my head won't keep me too contemplative to even write. The confusion of a lifetime is trying to cram up in there, and apparently I'm doing everything I'm trying to avoid. Yet I can see the point, that my attempt at being considerate, could be taken as being very inconsiderate, the opposite of where I was going.

Idiotic part? That's usually MY reaction. I'm used to being in the other end of that sort of thing, and I'm flabbergasted I could forget. But then again.. I barely have enough concentration to think in coherent sentences, these days.. Silence is good.

2 Minutes.